nibbling | open post pt. 2.

[ Astarion follows, perching beside him. His legs stretch out in front of him, soft blades of grass tickling his ankles. He was honest, saying that the park looks different in the light. The grass is so much greener, the brown of the tree trunks so much more vivid, the stone statues warmer and shinier. Even with his elven eyesight, the darkness turns everything murky and colorless. ]

Ugh. Must you be so— [ He grasps for words figuratively and literally, hands out in front of him. ] Irritatingly composed?

[ Iorveth gets angry about everything, has something harsh to say at every turn... until now, when it would be warranted? Astarion shakes his head, hands flopping down in his lap. ]

After what we did, they should be kissing your feet, don't you think?

[ He laughs at that, low and slightly brittle. ]

Regicide may be a necessary means to achieve a goal, but, in all certainty, will never be celebrated. Not by those attempting to refashion a society under the banner of peace.

[ Something in him rebels at letting the conversation dwell for so long on his circumstances; weren't they here to resolve Astarion's still-pressing issues? He slows down somewhat, evaluating which direction any of these confessions are going to head, balancing what he thinks Astarion might expect against what he can allow.

Ultimately, he rests his elbows on his knees and looks sideways at Astarion, relaxing to let himself take in how the morning sun hits his pale everything-s. He seems silk-spun in this light. ]

You can't stand what I am. [ He laughs again, and this time he sounds more amused than not. ]

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[ Astarion bristles at that last comment, furrowing his brow at Iorveth. ]

What is that supposed to mean?

[ He'd laughed, but it hardly sounds funny. He wonders, briefly, if he's being laughed at. If there's one of them that can't stand the other, it's Iorveth, with his endless critique. Whatever relaxation had been in his body language disappears as he folds his arms over his chest again, on the defensive, like a hedgehog growing prickly when it feels threatened. ]

I stood you perfectly well last night.

[ Lest he forget that Astarion deigned to let Iorveth cuddle him. ]

I mean, [ he appends, wryly, ] that you can't stand that I'm Aen Seidhe.

[ He punctuates this with a gesture, a sweeping circle around himself. If he notes the way Astarion's retreated into himself, he doesn't call attention to it yet, choosing to explain himself before he antagonizes Astarion further. ]

You grow sour whenever I talk about my people.

[ Kind of cute, if not for the fact that Iorveth's clan means everything to him. He quirks a brow at Astarion, a facial cue: "am I wrong?" Wanting to know, because he finds himself foolishly curious about Astarion's opinion on these things. ]

[ Quickly, accompanied by a very sour scoff: ] I do not. [ A pause, then a begrudging, ] Well, maybe a little.

[ The fact is that the Aen Seidhe are a constant reminder of what it's like to be victimized. He has too much in common with them, and he'd rather not. This world, he's found, is split up into those who are weak and those who are strong enough to subjugate them. If he had to choose, he'd rather be the latter. Thinking of those elves gives him the same feeling he gets when he thinks about himself: disgust.

But they have something he never had, too. Companionship, camaraderie. Even with six other spawn, Astarion was always alone. He feels envy, too, white hot and entirely childish. ]

I just can't fathom why you're so loyal to them. You should look out for yourself.

[ No one else is going to, in his long experience. ]

[ A righting of his posture, and Iorveth tips his head. Hawklike, emphasized by the clarity in his one eye. He could go on for hours about the plight of the oldest wood elves and the things that they're owed by human usurpers, but he doubts that that's what Astarion really cares about here. He also doubts that what Astarion is saying is really aimed towards him, even.

It's a chip on Astarion's pretty shoulder. Iorveth huffs, a near-sigh, and folds sideways to press his lips to the crest of it. ]

By that logic, I shouldn't be here.

[ Regicide is relatively tame compared to killing a near-unkillable immortal creature, not to mention squaring off against a bunch of murder cultists helmed by a shapeshifter who really wants to turn them all inside out. ] And yet.

[ Loyalty is important to Iorveth, clearly. To a clan, a cause, a person. He peels back, and stretches his legs out in front of him. ]

And yet, [ Astarion echoes. It's as gentle a way to call out his hypocrisy as possible. Surprising, coming from Iorveth; he'd expected a diatribe.

He rests his hands in his lap again, glancing at Iorveth sidelong. His opinion on Iorveth's exile remains the same, of course. For someone who's dedicated everything to the Aen Seidhe, the least those elves could do is welcome Iorveth back. It's difficult to wrap his head around, the concept of sacrificing everything for the sake of an ideal, expecting nothing in return. Sometimes he feels that he and Iorveth are alike in some small but infinitely significant way. Other times, like now, the workings of Iorveth's mind are a conundrum he couldn't possibly solve.

Looking out toward the park again, the flowers blowing gently in the morning breeze, he asks, ] Where will you go after all this, if not your forest?

[ A beat passes. Awfully optimistic, to assume they'll be able to go back anywhere. ]

Assuming, of course, that we aren't murdered by cultists or ritually sacrificed by a vampire or, oh, turned into a tentacled hivemind.

Assuming. [ A light snort. ] ...I'll return to the North anyway. Peace requires maintenance to make sure that it holds, even from the periphery.

[ They'll need a big scary bedtime monster for humans to be afraid of for just a bit longer, he thinks. The stick to everyone else's carrot, until the stick becomes obsolete altogether. He punctuates that thought with a light shrug. ]

After that, who knows? Perhaps I'll return to this raucous den of chaos and demand that you share a bed with me again.

[ Like the night he killed Henselt, maybe Astarion will be the one thing keeping him from screaming his head off in a cave. Feeling stupidly safe next to him again, even when void of purpose. His tone is light, but the slide of his attention up to the sky instead of at Astarion belies that thin sliver of uncertainty he carries with him, the soft little thing he tries to safeguard under five layers of sharpness. ]

[ Nothing good ever lasts, so Astarion isn't surprised at an answer that makes this arrangement ephemeral. It's disappointing nonetheless. After all this is said and done, Iorveth will go back to his real life, and Astarion will still be right here.

Lightly: ] Bold of you, to assume a catch like myself will be waiting around for you.

[ Two hundred years and thousands of people, and he's only ever liked one enough to show his soft underbelly. He'll wait, even if it isn't of his own free will.

All of this talk of the future is putting him in a poor mood. He slips off the stone wall, standing and dusting his trousers off. Better, he thinks, to avoid having to deal with it until the moment that it actually happens. After all, avoiding unpleasant feelings is what he does best. ]

I don't know about you, but I've had quite enough of all this nature.

[ Iorveth lingers on his ledge, watching Astarion realign himself on his feet. Still sitting, he mutters something under his breath in his language, low and melodic; a tendency to say the things he finds most important in the dialect that he feels most comfortable speaking.

The temptation here is to not translate, but he decides to do it just because Astarion seems eager to drop the subject. They can breeze quickly on by. ]

Fickle cat. I'd ask you to come with me if you would.

[ Patting dust from his leg, he looks towards the brightening city, its streets slowly filling with early risers heading to work. He can smell the beginnings of breakfasts being prepared, sounds of children yelling at parents to wake up. Normalcy, under all this chaos. ]

Where are you headed today?

[ They've had this conversation before, Iorveth making the decision for him without asking. It's not farfetched, he supposes. His entire life has been within the confines of this city, for good or bad. While he doesn't belong here, necessarily, it's difficult to imagine anywhere he would belong more. Astarion opens his mouth as if to say something— then closes it, thinking better of it.

He glances out toward the wrought iron gate that trails along the perimeter of the park. A woman hurries to set up her wares at a table nearby, eager to catch passersby before the other shops are open. A man waves to her as he heads toward the harbor, fishing pole in hand. ]

Honestly, I'd hoped we would get more useful information than that, and I'd be murdering my maker today.

[ Then again, he'd also hoped he wouldn't. It's an inevitable confrontation, but one he can't help but dread. ]

I suppose all I'll be killing today is time.

You'd meant to kill him today, [ is slightly incredulous, observed with a hike of one brow. ] Points for ambition, I suppose.

[ He imagines Astarion running into a mansion with three spell scrolls and a dagger in his hand, which might have been funny if Iorveth didn't, you know. Like him so much. He still looks bemused after the first waves of "you can't be serious" recede. ]

Given that I can't trust you not to do something foolish, [ says Iorveth, who is the true clown in this scenario, ] I'll be coming along.

[ A little meaner than he should be; Astarion's been surprisingly resourceful thus far, but desperate people do dumb things. ]

It wouldn't have been foolish if your man had more to say.

[ Throwing the blame on Ciaran is easier than accepting responsibility himself. Iorveth is the one who'd asked if three days was too much; surely, then, he must realize that they're on a time limit. So what, if today would have been a little hasty? Perhaps it would have thrown Cazador for a loop, caught him unawares. ...It's all pointless, anyway, because Ciaran didn't tell him a damn thing he doesn't already know. Astarion sighs, turning his back to Iorveth. ]

But if you want to follow me around like a lost puppy so badly, I won't stop you.

[ His nose is in the air as usual, but he smiles privately once his back is turned, secretly pleased that Iorveth will be spending time with him. An inconvenient feeling that he should be stomping out, knowing that Iorveth has no intentions of sticking around. Easier said than done.

He pauses, thoughtful. It's rare, to have 'time to kill'. That sort of thing was never allowed as a spawn. If he wasn't out hunting for Cazador's next victim, he was by Cazador's side. Hard to say which was worse. ]

You know, [ he says, tapping his chin, ] it's been two centuries and I'm still not sure what passes for fun in this city.

[ Huh. Iorveth hangs back, arms folded across his chest in his default thinking pose, obviously reflecting on the immensity of what it means to spend two centuries anywhere without actually knowing it. Astarion's lived (or rather, unlived) experiences color everything about him, Iorveth realizes. Much like the previous remark about seeing the park more clearly, it occurs to him that Astarion hasn't seen people get up in the morning to get ready for the day since the night he died.

More subtle things that make him more patient than he would be. That, and it also dawns on Iorveth that he, too, has no idea what to make of peacetime.

So. Because he also has no clue what fun in a city looks like: ] Well.

What do you enjoy doing.

[ Putting Astarion on the spot. If Astarion turns this question around on him, he is going to be so annoyed. ]

[ Without a moment of thought, he turns back to face Iorveth, throwing out a disingenuous ] Oh, you know. Stabbing people, stealing things.

[ Astarion hesitates, then. He's learned from his 'family' that this sort of question is often a set-up for scorn and mockery, and in return he's become reticent about sharing anything truly personal. Will Iorveth laugh, tell him how frivolous and foolish he is?

No, he thinks a moment later. Iorveth can be harsh, but he isn't cruel. Not to Astarion, anyhow. ]

—But if that isn't an option, I guess I... [ He quiets, briefly pensive. ] Well, I used to enjoy looking in the fancy shop windows.

[ He'd imagine what it would be like to go inside and throw his money around like the sort of powerful, wealthy man he must have been in his past life. Even in the dark, through the windows, he could always pick out the shiniest thing in the shop. Embarrassment at how pitiful he was wads up inside him, sitting uncomfortably in his chest. ]

And I enjoyed trouncing you in cards.

[ In a different timeline, a different white-haired man will happen upon a magic stone that reveals Iorveth's deeply-held dream to be to sit in front of a fire with a table full of food, smoking the elf equivalent of weed, alone. Said ambitions remain largely the same, in this timeline; Iorveth has no room to judge any other damaged elf about wanting frivolities.

But, first things first: ] You cheated. [ A reminder that Iorveth might yet win if they played without counting cards or using spare ones, but it seems moot at this point. With that out of the way, he unfolds his arms and rests his hand on the pack hanging from his hip, weighing it through touch to assess how much coin he has left after killing a man with more gold than he ever had any right possessing.

Enough to buy something very shiny, he wagers. It's fine to spend it, since he's sure he won't have enough money to buy all the magical artifacts he needs from Sorcerous Sundries, and he wasn't planning to put money in Lorroakan's pocket anyway. ]

...Fancy shops, then. A debt paid for one owed― you made my potential last night alive memorable.

[ So. He might as well do the same, over the next three days. ]

[ If these are to be his last days alive, Iorveth has already made them memorable. He's given Astarion something he's never had: brief moments of respite. There's never been a person he'd rather spend time with than be alone, never someone whose arms around him didn't make him feel sick. Even if this sacrifice turns him into a lowly lemure in the eighth layer of the Hells, he'll remember how it felt to kiss someone and like it.

Which, gods, of course he can't say that. ]

Oh, I'm sure you'll find a way to make it memorable.

[ He can't help himself; he presses a quick kiss to Iorveth's mouth, praying Ciaran isn't waiting above in the trees to interrupt them again. ]

Although, if it's all the same, I'd really rather it weren't my last days alive. But, ah, we can discuss that unpleasantness later.

[ Iorveth risks the kiss, even on the heels of their fraught conversation about the future. It's as foolish as the rest of everything he's been doing since his poorly-planned regicide, but feels just as pleasant.

He steps away, but not without smoothing his hand over Astarion's shoulder. He traces the fabric of the borrowed shirt, then pinches at its sleeve with a short huff. ]

A trial run before you've earned your peace of mind, then. [ Recontextualizing. ] First, you need a better shirt.

[ Not that Iorveth is the jealous or territorial sort; Astarion is free to do with himself as he damn well pleases, and be attached to whoever he wants, Gale included. Still, he's going to take the excuse to have Astarion wear something that doesn't constantly remind him of someone else. ]

[ 'A trial run'. Trying on frilly shirts with Iorveth probably isn't anything like his life will be after performing the ritual for himself. It'll be dangerous for the vampire lord of Baldur's Gate to spend too much time among the public; after all, there's a reason Cazador hardly ever leaves his palace. Just like when he was a spawn, he'll be restrained to the manse.

...Well. He'll have people to do his shopping for him.

His thoughts don't make it out his mouth. Instead, he picks at the tunic, scrunching up his nose. ]

Oh, I know. This one is awfully frumpy. [ He takes it in at the waist, looking down to appraise the improvement. ] Gale's quite a bit rounder around the middle than I am, don't you think?

[ Gale's just human-sized, their frames bigger than willowy elves. Still, he'll never miss an opportunity to knock Gale down a peg, even when he isn't present to see it. ]

I only thought I might get stabbed again today, and I'd rather not ruin my things. [ The implication being that Gale's things are perfectly fine to ruin. Honestly, it's not even a flattering cut on the person it's supposed to fit — Astarion is doing him a favor. ] But if we're putting that off, there's no reason not to look fashionable.

[ It's his turn to touch his fingers to Iorveth's sleeve, although this time it ends in a gentle tug at the hem, encouraging Iorveth toward the iron gate of the park. ]

I do expect you to tell me how fetching I look in everything I try.

[ It is demonstrably too early in the morning for Iorveth to be thinking about Astarion's waist size, but thankfully, that mental image is ruined by the comparison to Gale's stature. Crisis averted. It's almost like Astarion doesn't remember Iorveth's confession that he isn't immune.

Horrible, to be attracted to someone like this. Iorveth is a century too old to care terribly about what gets him riled, but it's been a while since he's felt inclined. When Astarion tugs at his sleeve (a surprisingly sweet gesture), there's a moment where he thinks to corral the both of them against the gate with his hands gripping Astarion's aforementioned waist, and take his time kissing him for a while.

He blinks the stupid fantasy out of his single eye, and clears his throat. Before, he would've made a comment about the sorry state of Astarion's ego for wanting so much praise so constantly, but. Well. He actually knows the sorry state that Astarion's ego is in, so. ]

Don't expect my praise to be poetic.

[ His attempt at neutrality fails: he smiles after the last syllable, and lets Astarion take him through the entrance of the park and along its walkways. The closest boutique, he recalls, is Facemaker Fashion, just on the other side of the grounds.

Man, wouldn't it be terrible if a Bhaalist murderer were slinking around, trying to ruin their quest to look fashionable??? Good thing Iorveth isn't thinking about that, though, and is, instead, focused on glancing towards the direction of the Szarr Mansion, glaring at it in intervals. ]

Not even a little waxing poetic about my ivory curls and porcelain skin? Hm.

[ Disappointing! But expected nonetheless. Iorveth isn't exactly effusive. Paradoxically, it's something Astarion finds... not unappealing. It makes it all the more satisfying to receive his praise when it's difficult to come by.

He leads Iorveth up the stairs to the Facemaker boutique entrance; it is, in every way, fancy. Light blue walls, pots of greenery outside by the chestnut double doors, a twisting tree that provides shade from the sun's rays as dawn breaks. It's the kind of place he would have gone to as a magistrate, and the kind of place he never got to set foot in as a spawn. Astarion swings the double doors open, eyes bright, mouth curled into an excited grin— only to come face-to-face with an empty room. Hm. The room is nice, of course, with a soft rug sprawled out across the floor and red drapery on the windows. No one behind the counter, though, which is odd.

Tilting his head: ] Perhaps they're not open yet.

[ The sound of voices comes from within, past two more double doors. A wealthy client being helped by the owner, maybe. Astarion presses a hand against the door, pushing it open to reveal two dwarves, one finely dressed in deep blues and glittering golds and the other, well, holding a knife to the former's throat. Although he doesn't turn around, the knife-wielding dwarf glances toward their reflections in the mirror. (Iorveth's reflection and Astarion's lack of one, that is.) ]

Oh. [ Astarion takes a step back. ] This seems like a private affair.

[ Either this is someone's idea of a good time, or it's an attempted murder. Three guesses, and the first two don't count. ]

Just our luck, [ is the verbal equivalent of a tongue click, as Iorveth reaches for the sword at his hip. The dwarf in red― the one poised for an impromptu surgery― turns to the pair with his wet, nearly-unfocused eyes, and pulls his lips into a smile that stretches too far for comfort.

"A challenger," he hisses, weapon brandished. "Another offering for my lord."

Iorveth frowns. ]

Is there anyone in this city that isn't a cultist?

[ Genuine question. So much for not getting stabbed. The dwarf in red clearly doesn't care about Iorveth and Astarion's "avoid unnecessary drama" protocol, however, and sprints towards them, surprisingly fast. Iorveth only narrowly avoids getting disemboweled on the first strike, blocking metal with metal with some difficulty; Iorveth can tell that the dwarf easily outclasses him in brute strength alone, which isn't ideal.

"Bear witness to my sacrament!", the dwarf crows. Gritting his teeth, Iorveth rolls his eye. ] Oh, shut up.

[ Not a good suggestion, it turns out: the dwarf, the grotesque rictus still plastered on his gummy face, takes Iorveth's advice and vanishes in a blink.

Iorveth pulls back, mildly furious as he tries to corral Astarion towards a more strategic position. ] Invisibility. Only good when you use it.

[ Astarion really doesn't feel like dealing with a Bhaalist assassin on one of his potential last days alive; he'd intended on just turning his back on whatever horrors are happening in here and letting the victim die. It wouldn't be his first time letting someone die to save his own skin. When the dwarf turns on them, though, he has no choice but to get involved.

The assassin makes a hand gesture and mutters an incantation before disappearing into nothingness. A spell Astarion knows well. As Iorveth bullies him into a tactical position, Astarion takes the opportunity to follow suit, chanting invisibilis and vanishing from sight.

Part of him wants to stay at Iorveth's side, but it would be wiser to strike from a distance. Invisible now, he takes several large steps back, pulling his bow from his back. In a moment, the dwarf becomes visible again—to Astarion, at least, if not his companion—and makes a move to stab Iorveth in the back. The instant he appears, Astarion looses an arrow, materializing again. ]

[ The arrow lands, thunk, sounding the familiar dull noise of something sharp embedding itself into dense flesh. The dwarf falters mid-attack and manages only to graze Iorveth's back diagonally with his knife, splitting fabric and the top layer of his skin superficially; Iorveth, on instinct, pivots on his heels and viciously slashes at the figure behind him, overshooting the dwarf's height (whoops) and accidentally cutting him right across the neck instead of across his torso, the way he'd intended. A feat he wouldn't have managed without the assist.

It would've been nice to get some information out of the assassin, but with an arrow growing from his back and a steady pool of blood leaving his jugular, well. Iorveth steps back and away from the soon-to-be-corpse, and spots another armored figure in the room adjacent, knife drawn and frozen in place.

He looks kind of freaked out by the whole thing, really. But Bhaal's will must be done, so he charges at Astarion, shedding his human form mid-swipe of his dagger to reveal it as one of the lanky doppelgangers that've been plaguing them for a while now.

Ugh. To buy Astarion some time to switch weapons, Iorveth reaches for the nearest thing he can throw at the doppelganger― which happens to be a rather nice-looking chair. Red velvet armrest, gilded backing. ]

Dodge! [ He yells, and throws the hopefully-not-priceless-antique. ]

[ Astarion has just enough time to think about what a nice chair it is before it's hurling at him.

Iorveth shouts, and he instinctively steps back, narrowly avoiding the airborne furniture. It collides with the monstrous creature, knocking it away for enough time that Astarion can exchange his bow for a trusty dagger. The thing is persistent, and it's back as soon as Astarion has his weapon in hand, swiping with its sharp claws and shredding through the sleeve of Gale's tunic when Astarion extends his arms to defend himself. A bright idea after all, to wear something disposable. Gale won't miss it. Probably.

He slices with his dagger in retort, the blade carving a long trail across the doppelganger's chest, and reaches out to shove the thing away before it can retaliate. These delicate arms are only meant for show, though, and the doppelganger resists. Neither giving way, they stand there grappling with each other like some sort of awkward slow dance.

Quickly growing weary of actually having to use his strength, he calls, ] A little help wouldn't be amiss!

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